If it’s all I can take I’ll remember it all, remember it all. If it’s all I can take I’ll remember it all. One moment imprinted inside my mind. – Remember by Kari Kimmel The song above has been my theme song for days now.  I reflect on my life and grief and loss.  If I could keep a jar of all my favorite memories I would!  I skate over the pain of the past and hang on to find all the goodness and sweetness of the nectar.  I go over wonderful life memories in my mind trying to somehow hang on – not forget.  Why do I have this sudden urge to hang tight all of a sudden? My mind is like a machine pulling data and pictures and savoring it all.  I want to go back and savor it the way I couldn’t before.  Am I afraid that I will forget? Am I afraid that if I don’t remember then it didn’t happen?  My eyes water as I hear these words.  If I …